caring

The delusion of caring that passes for caring among humans, like most human delusions, repulses me.

If this is too real for you, fuck off.

you don't know what love is

you think you do, or maybe thought you did, but if you stop sharing your love then you do not love... you can tell yourself you care and you can tell yourself you hurt and create all sorts of rationale in your head for not sharing, but love is not love unless it is shared... the bullshit most people pass off as love is neediness, insecurity, or superficial hormonal impulses that lead to disappointment and pain, even tragedy, because the expectations are much higher than you can give, unless you love... what you do is fear and seek communal comfort to quell your fear, but that is not love... get over your fears and you may begin to understand...

all the lonely people, where do they all come from?

really, who gives a fuck?

abstract or concrete thought

People are mostly confused, delusional, and afraid to actually think for themselves, therefore their thoughts are relatively meaningless whether they are abstract or concrete as they are "hive" or collective thoughts and not individual thoughts, rendering all irrelevant.

you don't care

if you did, you'd have change the world a long time ago... but what did you do today?... did you hurt someone?... did you lie to someone?... did you waste something?... did you think about some kid starving somewhere or the people who died in the past hour? (every hour)... what is in your garbage?... what is in your heart?...

you think no one sees?...

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exactly...

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get the point?

like anybody cares

how many minutes do you spend sitting in front of your computer pretending you have some sort of social life?... how many friends do you call friends but are actually people you've never met... do you know what their voice sounds like?... do you know if they sleep curled in a ball or splayed all over the bed?... do you know if they would be comfortable to hug?... would they be uncomfortable if you met eye to eye?... would you?.. is that why you hide behind the screen?...

waitress, I'll have my main course now

the obvious is not always noticed in mixed company as people train themselves to ignore their own sensuality and substitute socially acceptable sensory pleasures for the passions people think are supposed to be hidden away for various reasons that all boil down to fear and insecurity and lack of self-esteem and following the heresay where the blind lead the blind... but I know what is best for me right here and now in the physical world and that is less food, more sex...

has anybody seen my waitress?...