Sunday, August 01, 2010

101

caring 101 as if it is so hard to grasp... that's right, a hundred and one posts right here and how many of them have you missed?... of course, you are way too busy to care enough to actually keep in touch, all of you who claim to care... almost fifteen hundred entries in the primary daily blog and how many have you read, no less left a caring word or two that would actually make your so called caring real... yeah, yeah, i know, time is relative and it's the thought that counts and all that jazz...

and how many thoughts included me?

you want positivity, go elsewhere, you'll find the reality of your caring, or lack thereof, reflected back at you it you ever show up here... the worst part is you actually think you do care...

one more daily delusion bought and sold...

word.

2 comments:

Random Magus said...

Most of the times I feel that I haven't kept with my own blog....guilt and more guilt

candoor said...

i keep this blog because i don't want my self-pity or frustration or anger or negativity to bring down my other blogs...

most of me knows that i have no right to demand attention from anyone and the only caring that matters is the guiltless caring, the giving without demand or even request...

every now and then i feel i deserve some attention, someone to care about all the time and thought and caring and sharing i put into words and when i realize nobody cares to come reading, i come here to vent...

i really appreciate you noticing -in fact, i really appreciate you - even thought i forget to read you for months on end... i am the one this anti-blog is directed at most sometimes...

i wonder what we'd talk about over a coffee tea or milkshake :)