prognosis, death

you are going to die,
get over it

things change

no really, you used to pretend you cared so much better than you do now...

did you come here for comfort?

did you come here for love or peace or something that might please you?... did you expect to find something that would inspire your smile?... did you think you would be understood here, or find some understanding you could relate to?... you must be another delusional fool like everybody else...

why don't you just die?

you say you will be rewarded after you die... you say you will be in a better place after you die... you say you will are waiting for the end of the world so you can die and go to a perfect wonderland, a heaven...

so why don't you just die?

you lie so well, it sucks

and in the end, you've got nothing because you have nothing but lies... you have nothing real... you have nothing that matters... a whole lotta pretense, a whole lotta faking it, a whole lotta lies... you can fuck a lot and create children with three different partners and pretend you are loved, but it is bullshit when you use and abuse each other and everyone who ever tried to care about you... anyone who really knows you know that every time you said you cared, you lied... the most honest thing you ever did was admit this...