I Started A Joke

A tongue in cheek blog offering a challenge for you to face some truths in a way that might upset you (or offend you, if you use that frail and foolish defense), and perhaps, a way for some part of me to vent the fuck yous inspired by the stupidity of the people in this world. I smell your fear, and it stinks. It repulses me so much more than it attracts me. I may be repulsed because I do not want the base instinct to kill or eat animals, for self-preservation or survival. Threatening or threatened? It's all in your mind, you know? Until the teeth are bared.

Then, it's either a smile or a threat, life or death, how can you be sure?

I Will

I will challenge your intelligence (if you have any), patience (whether you have any or not), and sensibilities (what the fuck are sensibilities, anyway? I will upset your morality and mess with your reality. You will want to put me in jail or a mental institution, but you will not get your way. Life is not fucking fair. Live with it. Or don't.

Ready?

ASSHOLES!

That's Not Love

If you think love hurts, you don't know love. True love is without any intended harm and I challenge the harms you claim that love causes. Your morality causes the harm, not the love. Your fear causes the harm, not the love. Your power trip causes the harm, not the love. Control freaks, everyone. Can you really let go? Give up all control? For most people, love becomes immoral if it doesn't follow their rules, if they can't control it. If you think any love, including physical love, is immoral, then you don't differentiate love from fear or power trips. How can love be immoral, any sort of love? Go ahead, tell me your rules.

That's not love.

The Blind See More Than You

Meanwhile, as the empire falls, you pretend you care about superficial crap, learned from your soap operas no doubt, and you obviously don't care about life or the human race. Self-destruction is what you are best at. Suicidal games are what you call fun. Consume your poisons and lies and destroy yourselves and everyone else because that is the human way. Too immature for your intelligence, so stupid are your choices. You fear, you hate, you condemn anything that doesn't agree with your fear-driven narrow views. Pitiful weakness pretending you are strong because you can buy or bully your way into control through shared delusions and pretenses. You find power and money amazing and follow blindly. Watch your soap operas. Don't look around, reality TV has become real. Your tiny minds suffer fools gladly.

Madness Leads

What are you doing here? You must be a Republican. The white man's party. Still believing the south will rise again and maybe the only ones stupider than Democrats are you lot, following billionaires as if they care about you. You must love to be lied to because all around you, your lives prove you are being lied to. Trickle down delusions. Are you living better than your parents? You want to go back to the fifties but who can afford to have a one income family anymore? How can you believe in small government when your leaders want government to control people's life decisions. You're as bad as the other religious extremists and pretend you are oppressed when all you want to do is oppress others. Trying to control everything pretending you care about people when all you do is care about yourselves and money. Suicidal choices at every turn, just like the dinosaurs. Over-consuming for profit, short sighted planning, greed and fear control you and you want to control everyone else. Madness leads you around like Nero fiddling while the world burns down. Push the button already, get it over with, you don't deserve this planet.

Masochrist

What the fuck are you doing here? You must be a Democrat looking to get beat up some more. Pathetic. Your self-destruction skills are your best quality. One by one, hiding in your liberal bubbles, you implode. The other side is more organized and much better at manipulation, so they self-destruct on a global scale. The end of the species isn't far off, a cancer consuming itself. The planet will only tolerate imbalance for so long. The universe too. You fight your petty control-freak battles as if there's some profound meaning to your lives and all the pain you inflict on each other is nothing compared to what the planet is going to do with you. Fools. Masochists. Pray to your gods, as if. It's not nice to fool Mother Nature.

Betrayals

That's what human beings are best at, betrayals. The biggest fools in this world are those who continue to trust after betrayals. Each betrayal, trust is a higher risk. How many can you stand before you give up, before you just can't trust anymore? Twice? Thrice? How many scars can your heart take before it loses it's flexibility. It is a muscle, after all, and scar tissue does not have the flexibility that unscarred muscle tissue has. Even if it's metaphorical. Maybe that's why people screw each other over without a second thought. How many screws have you turned? You probably don't even know anymore. You probably don't even know that the one you betray most is yourself.

Give Away Hate

I want to give away my hate. I don't want to keep it. There is too much around, so little room for mine. Chemists call it osmosis, more coming in than going out. In a hate-filled world, my ate isn't even noticed. Everyone is competing for hate space. You can hate for any reason, it's popular now. Riding a wave. Hate is leading. Hate is winning. Just look around.

Scared

Life on he street is scary. Those who have been there know. Those who live there now know too well. Should have known better than to trust someone. Should have known better than to let someone in. Should have known better than to depend on someone for survival. People can't be trusted. Everyone is out for themselves and will abandon you the moment you have nothing left to give. It is still the same old story. The fight for love and glory. A case of do or die. Fundamental. Funda. Fun.

Narf.

So Stupid

The high and mighty woman running for President thinks she can't be touched or stopped and her followers are already crowning her but the spoiled reality TV bully manipulates stupid people so well, he will beat her by beating the drums of your fears.

You are all so stupid.

Fear

You damn yourself with your fear.   You condemn yourself with your arrogance.   You humiliate yourself with your ignorance.   You defeat yourself with your hate.   You expose yourself with your greed.   You undermine yourself with your over-confidence.   You amuse yourself     with your self-destruction.   You fool yourself with your pride.   You destroy yourself with your delusions.   Feign Confusion.   You are human.

Believe what they tell you to believe.

Fear.

i think i'll offend you now

a while back you might have known me, or thought you did, and it kinda makes you wonder (cuz you are like that) do we really prefer to be told what to do how to be what we are why to be... did it ever occur to you, you are not me?... now i'll go on a bit and give you a reason not to be... to reduce the excess baggage and feel better alive in this physical world where the senses are god if you overcome fear (it's really not that hard) just let go of the cards and whatever turns up is your hand to play on your own or you could join a band and dream you understand as you create your own wonderland... so what will it be are you heaven or hell or somewhere in between or too afraid to tell do you avoid yourself and live up on a shelf with your books that take all of your money and health and leave you with a false sense of wealth as if after you die you be rewarded for denying the truth in yourself... oh did i offend, did you want the truth stealth, well there's the door, don't let me stop you, go follow somebody else...

hate yourself

you do it so well,
you do my job for me

prognosis, death

you are going to die,
get over it

things change

no really, you used to pretend you cared so much better than you do now...

did you come here for comfort?

did you come here for love or peace or something that might please you?... did you expect to find something that would inspire your smile?... did you think you would be understood here, or find some understanding you could relate to?... you must be another delusional fool like everybody else...

why don't you just die?

you say you will be rewarded after you die... you say you will be in a better place after you die... you say you will are waiting for the end of the world so you can die and go to a perfect wonderland, a heaven...

so why don't you just die?

you lie so well, it sucks

and in the end, you've got nothing because you have nothing but lies... you have nothing real... you have nothing that matters... a whole lotta pretense, a whole lotta faking it, a whole lotta lies... you can fuck a lot and create children with three different partners and pretend you are loved, but it is bullshit when you use and abuse each other and everyone who ever tried to care about you... anyone who really knows you know that every time you said you cared, you lied... the most honest thing you ever did was admit this...

institutional pedophelia

this is a good question, who dares to answer... who cares enough?... most people won't even go near the question... but the fact is the church has done an amazing job of covering up pedophelia for years... the church defends and protect and hides pedophiles... the church gives pedophiles easy access to children and a safe place to fondle children's genitals and rape children...

do you think pedophiles don't know that?...

think, fools, any organization that actively hides, protects, defends, and supports pedophilia will attract more pedophiles... and you support that?...